Aaahhh so relieved. Telling someone close about one of my weaknesses is scary. Now he knows. Hopefully things between us won't change too much.
He doesn't want the right, because he doesn't know how to use it, and probably wouldn't act on it because it doesn't fit with his morals anyway.
So I'm free to give it to somebody else
but I won't because to turn around and hurt him like that again would be to abuse the trust he has in me.

I am glad that I still have enough courage to risk my heart.

So tired now after that. Purging of emotional buildup was completed a while ago. Time for sleep. I will think more on it later.